Age and insecurity.

No quarter asked for, taken or given.
A little understanding asked for and refused.
Lies told and openly refuted.
Belittling comments told to others are passed on.
They are designed to hurt and they truly succeed.

Tell me what you want from me and,if I can, I will give it.
Everybody wants something.
Why should you be any different to them?
I don’t ask for help.Is that a personal fault?.

Sometimes I need a private ear to vent my frustrations.
Words that are said in confidence and are kept so.
I don’t trust easily and I am well aware of why.
Thankyou to those who understand.

My weight is piling on.
I understand why and why but I am struggling to cope. with that.
My body isn’t healing in the way,or the rate, that I demand of it.
I test its limits to find out where they are.
I need to know.

Get in,get the job done, get out.
Be open and private both at one and the same time.
Keeping confidences was learned the hard way.
So what do you expect of me?
I ask because I do not know my place in the world.

Andy Fox 101120

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